Thursday, June 28, 2007

Bury us in black

If you wanted honesty that's all you had to say
I have my head against the floor
Dinal coloring my tears
pulg my ears no longer wanting to hear more
The silent screaming is unbareable
Holding on to any glimps of hope
How are we to cope
There's fire all around us
Fueled by your anger and lies
Your with her while your child is here
with her head on the floor as she crys
I like my lonelyness
And sometimes i find my peace
in the shadows of your background
I'm standing from the outside
Watching my world collapse
Time won't take away my scars
It won't heal the pain
Don't think you haven't caused your share of hurt
I have a wall of scars that you've single handedly cut
Your nose is only growing longer
Your lies only growing stronger
You can't even see that what your chasing is a vampire
So leave like the the cowards
enjoy your fire and brim stone
this isn't a war against you faith
To much to late
I'm not okay
What will it take to show you
that it's not the life it seems
so turn away
And keep walking
Burry us in black
Don't turn back
Wasn't it you who told me
to write my own script
Practice what you pretch
So if we say good bye today
I'd ask you to be true
In all my agony
It just ain't livin
And i just hope you know
That I'm not goin down
with out showin your true colors
Were you ever really there
Did you ever really care
How can you call this fair
All you want is pay back
Go ahead and eat your just deserts
This is what you've repped from what you've sone
I'm looking for the answers to questions I'll never ask
Sort through your bitterness
And find the truth you know has always been there
The truth won't ever change
though your thoughts become more duranged
It's from this lonelyness
and the fear it brings
Your masks tire
Brim stone and fire
Your walls crash down on me
Your looking down on me
Bask in your embarassment and hurt
Reconcile you emptyness
As i close the door on your childish lies
Next will i be who you despise
My scars repoen
There's something i keep forgetting
As you watch the tears I'm shedding
Burry us in black

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