Saturday, January 26, 2008

Simple Statements for a Foe

i don't know this could save my heart or break me
i don't feel since i've let the truth evade me
Cause' this pain still last from the last touch
Where fear is needed to find my courage i feel numb

The truth it will stay when pain has faded
Scars mark there places and their haunting still it lingers
Though i wear cheery faces this hurt still it stings here
Next to my heart there you will stay
Next to the pain you will lay

As i'm quick to love day by day
though i give it my all
rush turns to thrust
then prayers that i pray turns to a phrase

I don't know this could kill me or complete me
Cause' I don't ever escape what i avoid
where i need strength to find hope there's nothing
This hurt comes from playing coy

So don't ask if it still hurts cause it does
And don't try to fix it with one smile it won't ever work
If your for real then you'll commit to me forever
So that i will have reason to love you
It's not all the same though i'm diffrent i'm not distorted
Yet i'm damaged i will carry on the same for you

In the end you will turn to always see me not ahead nor behind, or beneith you feet
Beside you on this world shaped like a street

So i don't know and don't ask cause there my questions for you to answer
Don't pretend like you haven't got an answer
Though there's pain in me i see it in you as well
Take my hand and well travel on together
Now i mean my amen.

Saturday, December 1, 2007

To you

I can't escape this feeling that somethings go aire
I don't wish i had those moments back and no longer do i wish i could die
Your love had taken hold and now I can't let go don't say there's someone better
I don't know if "I love you"'s ever get through
and this feelings tearing me part cause there's nothing I can feel when your away and I live for your phone calls day by day
and I can't express what joy it brings me to hear your sweet voice laughing me on the phone
and I hate to be this weak but up till you i was alone
and i'm scared for this emptyness i have felt and the shame for the heart of mine your taken
What you've taken was crumbiling and braken.
and I failed to see that ice cold crystal heart was weak
This is missing one major part.....
Where to start...?
I'm searching for a song one lyric to do the trick to show you that your special cause my words seem like limp sticks
but when you say "i love you" a sword pierces my heart and tears begin to roll down my cheeks and i feel warmth inside my heart
I know these words aren't great
a lame desplay of affection and missplaced hate for my hearts reserection
but understand one thinf if only this one thing for now
the way i feel is final no arguing or persuading to change my mind.
Baby your all I need and all that's on my mind
Lets face the world together leave the past far behind.
Love,
Darla.C

Friday, October 12, 2007










Apologies to you whom it may concern!

I've hated so much for such a young girl
Let anger and despise rule my whole world
when twist turned to turn
i was ready to burn you, crucify you, deny you
leave you, dry you
I didn't know how to respect
but expected love
prayed to the skies to heaven above
why ?oh! Why? did you lie?
, but who am I to sit there and cry
I've only ever fought fights not my own
praise in those wins
so eager to stone
quick to remorse
to drag out my pain
and jump right back in start it all over again
while those I say I love sacrifice
to give so much more than what will suffice
I took, I take , I left, and I break
Cause I've only ever been spoiled
never gone through turmoil, toil, bleed, boil
yet I ran like a cow to the Slater
who here can say that their proud of me their daughter?
So apologies I write in the dead of the night
to fix what is left of bridges I've burned
So I guess it's my turn
If your Mr. Father
And your Mrs. Mom
then I'm little child
whose all gone wrong
I said once that I'm not in the game of raising the dead
, but that's what fuel such evil hate
dead mistakes
apologies I write in the dead of the night to those who I've hurt
who I've hated out of spite

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Be My Escape- Relient K

RELIENT K LYRICS
"Be My Escape"
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You